Thursday, September 27, 2007

letting out some of me....



what can i say life is hard and you got 2 make mistakes in order to find yourself and it aint all dat easy ,but u'll get their . just never give up on what you want out of life and every thing will work out for the best ,trust me and u can't give up on urself cuz then it all comez falling down hard on u ,so luv urself and have fun.




ur princess jenn

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

50 bullets

why 50 bullets,when 1 equals murder .
why does it always have to be a battle between black and white.
50 bullets at a moving car for no reason and knowing it's illegal.
50 bullets ,killed 1 person on his wedding day ,and put 2 in the hospital.
50 bullets left a women without the men she loves on her wedding day,
and two kids without a father.
50 bullets and their's no reason for it.
stupuid cops.
50 bullets and it's not their 1st murder against blacks,
or hispanics for no reason.
remember amadou diallo shot 41 times at his home doorway in 1999.
how you going to shot 31 times ? empty the entire clip,reload and shot again .
what the hell was their promblem, were they even thinking.
50 bullets man,50 and all shot without thinking.
but ya never put yourself in the person's shoes and
feel like they felt.
50 bullets and not being armed;how do you think
they felt. i guess we'll never know because you might
not ever get 50 bullets shot at you.
but if it where one of your family members, then that's a whole
different story. because i know you will be piss off and
you would be looking for justice 2.
50 bullets, 50 bullets which is only 9 more the amadou diallo.
also did you know that cops shot an 92 year old women.
i'm assume that cops don't see it as a problem.
this is not a joke,no one is laughing.
cops are really taking their jods over the line and getting out of hand.
their even breaking their own rules. like under cover cops are only
allowed to have 2 alcoholic drinks and shouldn't be carrying a gun.
their suppose 2 indentify themselves as cops before shooting at someone ;
and their not allowed 2 hand cuff anyone 2 an hospital bed 4 no reason.
or
if they don't have any charges on them.
aren't you guys suppose 2 be protecting us from crime,drug dealer , and murders!
but oh wait i forgot ya are the murders!
don't ya ever get sick of killing people.
41 bullets wasn't enough 4 ya, ya needed 50 and a 92 year old women 2.
what is this world coming 2 ?
when the own protection and safety team and system isn't on your side.
why do peopple have to be racist? why does it always have 2 be black and white?
will this shyt ever end? don't ya see what ya donnin 2 this community ya
turnin people against each other.
ya had 2 take an 19 year old down 2.
and that gets me thinking am 19 years old and that could
have been me. ya making people fear ya and not ask ya 4 help,
because they might get a bullet in them. i'm surprise to still
hear some people say t hey want 2 become cops and
it shocks me.because they don't really know what
you guys are really donnin.
50 bullets shots only because you don't
you don't like blacks or hispanic.
do you think that's reasonable?

Monday, January 8, 2007

noboby

noboby listens,noboby cares,they all just watched they all just stared .i'm screaming inside,and no one cares. can any one heard me ? r am i invisible ,do i even exist. some one answer me ! can someone please tell me wat they see when they look at me. where am i going in life . does anyone care if i would ever reach my goal.does it even matter? noboby cares what i do anymore. noboby!noboby!noboby!
over and over i have tried,to get people 2 listen 2 me. 2 care about what my view 2 life are. do people even care what are the issues that intererest me most. if no one listens do i really have someone to call a friend then. is their going 2 be someone to call a friend then. is their going 2 be someone who i run 2, will people cry when i die.noboby cares!

noboby listens ,noboby cares,what's the point of expriencing myself if no one is
going 2 listen.why do i even brother,what is the real message i'm tryin 2 say.
life is a highway of curves roads and all i'm doing is going for the ride in it.
life is a shyt strom art is your only umberalla. i'm screaming and no one hears! maybe if i were a sprit someone might see me.
noboby!noboby!noboby!
so why be nice 2 people when no one has your back. and no one has your back.and
no one belives what you sayin.then what do you do? what's your next move ?
noboby care if your healty or not. no one worries about were you at .then who do you turn to,the answer is no one cuz everyone you ever knew,wants nothing to do with you . who will be their to give you a helping hand? whose shoulder are you goin to lean on,whose going to catch you when u fall? tell me who, who,who! noboby. cuase noboby cares bout you !

Sunday, January 7, 2007

cancer

do people really know what cancer is?
cancer is the second leading cause of death in u.s.
the cause of cancer are unclear.
their steps to take to reduce risk of cancer .
like do not smoke or use any other from of tobacco .
eat a healty diet low in fat and hgigh in fiber.
reduce exposure to the sun.
did you know ,that people with a family history
of skin cancer have a greater risk of developing
basal cell cancer. ultraviolet radiation ,over exposure
to sunlight ,x-rays ,ect... . their are also different
types of cancer.did you know that ? also that you
do not only get cancer from smoking , and that you can not
catch it from someone .
have you ever heard basel cell cancer ,bladder cancer,breast cancer,cervical cancer and more.
do you think it's good news to hear that one member of your family has cancer or just died from cancer,
no it's not cool .have you ever seen someone who suffer from cancer? did you know that protate cancer
confersa higher risk than another relative,such as father or son. it has been the frist time a link has been shown between sister's with breast cancer and prostatecancer risk among african americans.

i feel bad for the people that got cancer from their parneters and parents.but then i remind myself that life ia a whole big risk and we have 2 live it. no matter what opicial our in our way . life will always be hitting you with something ne w. it's how you deal with everything that makes life wroth wild.